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Post by Trish on May 20, 2010 16:55:15 GMT -8
"OH okay." Trish said. She didn't realize that she had spaced out and saw Kita here. "Hi." She waved but noticed that they were at the piano. "I'll just...go.." SHe said quietly, not wanting to ruin their...moment.
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Post by ulquibat on May 20, 2010 17:31:59 GMT -8
Ulquiorra nodded at Trish, apprecaiting her consideration, as he guided Kitas hands along the keys, beginning the song.
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Post by Trish on May 20, 2010 17:39:51 GMT -8
Trish smiled, and mouthed a "cya later" then quickly and quietly, left the orchestra pit.
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Post by Kita on May 20, 2010 17:58:35 GMT -8
Kita followed along as Ulquiorra played making the the theater come alive with his music. The acoustic were perfect as they filled the room the with beautiful song Ulquiorra was playing. Hearing the song many time before it never really held meaning to her until that one evening. Kita now fought back the memory of the first time Ulquiorra played it for her. He was the first to ever bring it to life the way he did. She did not understand why. Maybe is was the meaning he placed behind it, maybe it was because she never really listened to the song. Whatever the reason Kita did not care. Now it was a song that she shared in her heart with Ulquiorra and that is all that mattered.
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Post by ulquibat on May 21, 2010 4:41:27 GMT -8
"Kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima negai ga todoku no nara: Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete, mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete...." Ulquiorra added a few more chords to the end of the song, before sliding his hands from the keys completely.
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Post by Kita on May 21, 2010 8:50:29 GMT -8
Kita smiled brightly as Ulquiorra ended the song. She could still hear the song in her head and even more in her heart. She looked to Ulquiorra and smiled. "Thank you for that. I will never forget the first time you ever played it for me." A single tear trickled down her cheek as she wiped it away. "Even if you did not mean it back then. I will never forget it." Kita told him.
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Post by ulquibat on May 21, 2010 13:52:24 GMT -8
Ulquiorra looked at her before turning in the stool and wrapping his arms around her and pulling her closer, "Only for you."
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Post by Kita on May 21, 2010 14:05:54 GMT -8
Kita was hesitant to wrap her arms around Ulquiorra as he pulled her close. She was scared, worried and wondered if it would ever happen again if she let herself go back to him. She loved him, more then life itself she loved Ulquiorra, but she did not want to get hurt again. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes as she asked, "Why? I only want to know the real reason why you did this to us?"
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Post by ulquibat on May 21, 2010 14:15:24 GMT -8
Ulquiorra slid his hands from her shoulders, and looked to the floor, ashamed. "Because when I realized you had the power to change me I was afraid.....and pushed you away..."
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Post by Kita on May 21, 2010 15:23:20 GMT -8
"But I don't have the power to change you, Ulquiorra. You changed on your own. I only helped you find what you were looking for." Kita lowered her head. "Then you pushed me away in fear. All because of what someone else thought of you. If I knew things were going to turned out like this. I would have never helped you. I was not out to hurt either of us and that is exactly what has happened here." Looking up at Ulquiorra from her downward gaze she asked, "Do you now know what I felt for you all those months? Longing to be with you, hold you close. I thirsted for you..." Kita told him closing her eyes with her last words. "I needed you."
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Post by ulquibat on May 21, 2010 16:01:59 GMT -8
Ulquiorra frowned, "I do not fear what others think of me....I fear being in a situation where I am powerless...." Ulquiorra looked back at the piano keys, "I hurt you, I know and when you needed me, I just let you fall. I regret that. ....and I know how you felt those last few months, trying to get my attention, my adoration....I know, because that is what I want now....but from you..."
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Post by Kita on May 21, 2010 16:37:23 GMT -8
"And what would you do with my heart... my love... If I gave it back to you? Will you only throw it away again when your fear of being powerless over comes you again? After all, a person is only powerless if they let yourself be." Kita said.
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Post by ulquibat on May 21, 2010 16:50:21 GMT -8
Ulquiorra stood up and walked a few paces away, "What do you want me to do, Kita? I cannot promise I will not hurt you again...or have you forgotten about the war? I will be fighting your friends." He closed his eyes, "I want to say that I will take care of your 'heart' but, I wont lie to you....I am not certain if I am capable of doing that..."
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Post by Kita on May 21, 2010 17:24:37 GMT -8
Kita stood from the bench as she stepped from around it walking toward Ulquiorra. "I would like if we never hurt one another again. I like for you to not fight in this war and I would like for us to be together forever..." Kita paused as she placed her hand to Ulquiorra's shoulder and slowly turned him to face her. She looked into his deep green eyes. "However, I know none of that is possible." Slowly setting her hand to Ulquiorra's chest she smiled, "Thank you for not lying to me and promising me thing you cannot control. As for the care of my 'heart' your the only one I would ever entrust it to. Even in my death, my 'heart' will remain bound to you for eternity." Kita paused once more closing her eyes as she slowly lowered her head, "Can you tell me what you what, Ulquiorra?"
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Post by ulquibat on May 22, 2010 7:01:17 GMT -8
"what I want?" Ulquiorra asked, "I want many things....but, I suppose what I want most...is forgiveness...and acceptance..."
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