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Post by ginzahibari on Aug 22, 2010 16:09:04 GMT -8
"If it is real, and not one sided he will eventually love you back. Then it will be worth everything you put into it." Ginza gazed into the clouds. "I hope for your sake that it isn't too late already. I've been on both sides of love and when it doesn't work out it can be truly devastating." Ginza remembered looking in the mirror and asking herself what it was inside her that kept her from really loving anyone. Then he came back into her life. What a miracle and mistake that had been. The pain was still to raw for her to examine it too closely. She still loved him she knew, but was already distancing herself emotionally from it all. Ginza was good at self-preservation. Hopefully Kita was just as good.
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Post by Kita on Aug 22, 2010 16:15:30 GMT -8
"Yes... one day..." Kita replied as she looked up into the sky the clouds drift slowly by. She turned looking at Ginza. "You will have to meet him. Soon. Before the wedding. But I don't want you to judge him to hard. He is still growing and..." Kita sighed. "And he still has a long way to go I am afraid." Kita told her.
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Post by ginzahibari on Aug 22, 2010 16:44:02 GMT -8
"Don't be afraid if the change is good. You know that. Only be afraid if he stops changing at all. Or if the changes go the wrong way," Ginza said softly, almost to herself. " Change... I don't know if that is a good thing or not. If he does it for himself, maybe. If he says he needs you to change... I don't have a good feeling about that Kita, I see a lot of turmoil and heartache on both sides, and not a good out come if you do go through with the marriage right now." Ginza was almost in a trance. She was disconnected, speaking slowly, looking through Kita not at her. "He is in a whirlwind, with you on the outside trying to grab his hand. There are two possible outcomes: you get sucked in and pulled apart, or ...everything stops and he stalls out. I can't see that either are good. But it's your life." Ginza shook her silver hair out, laughing slightly. "Sorry, it hits me sometimes like that."
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Post by Kita on Aug 22, 2010 17:28:03 GMT -8
Kita nods. "Ever forward. That's the way we want to go." Kita looked to Ginza. "I understand. I get that way myself sometimes." Kita told her sitting down in the grass next to her. She wrapped her arms around her legs pulling them to her chest. "So what have you been up to since our last meeting?" Kita asked resting her head to her knees.
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