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Post by Hana Ishida on Aug 22, 2010 14:00:19 GMT -8
"K...Kita..." Hana stood up, walk towards Kita and gently patted her back.
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Post by Aidou Hanabusa on Aug 22, 2010 14:01:07 GMT -8
Aidou pulled out a tissue from his pocket and handed it to Kita, "It's okay to cry...Why is he having doubts...he's the one that proposed to you."
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Post by Hana Ishida on Aug 22, 2010 14:03:03 GMT -8
Hana nodded to Aidou, "Yeah, he's right....and I know he loves you from how he acts towards you...I don't understand it..."
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Post by Kita on Aug 22, 2010 14:25:09 GMT -8
Kita took the tissue from Aidou and dabbed at her tears. "Thank you, Aidou." She said. "Ulquiorra does not know love, Hana. He himself even admitted that he needs me and adores me... and likes me very much, but will not admit or say that he loves me. I think he has said it once or twice that he loved me, but that was only because that is what he thought I wanted to hear. Even the love I have shared with him, I have been called foolish and weak for loving him." Kita looked across the room and placed a weak smile across her lips. "He only asked me to marry him because he was baited into do it."
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Post by Aidou Hanabusa on Aug 22, 2010 14:29:40 GMT -8
Aidou bared his fangs and hissed, "Kita, that is horrid, how could he-....you deserve better...I am truely sorry to say that, but's it's true, a woman and a man should be married because that is what they wish...and they must love each other with pure unconditional love..." Aidou was fighing back his anger and then he sighed,"This isn't right...I don't want you to be hurt.."
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Post by Hana Ishida on Aug 22, 2010 14:32:59 GMT -8
"Yeah, I agree." Hana nodded. "No one should be married, if and only if they love each other! This isn't right...Ulquiorra should not have done this if he truly didn't love you...I'm sorry, Kita..."
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Post by Kita on Aug 22, 2010 14:41:35 GMT -8
Kita nodded as another tear escaped down her cheek, "It... it just hurts so much to think of letting him go. My heart breaks every time I think about it. I truly love Ulquiorra and I only want him to love me in return." Kita sniffled wiping at her tears and nose.
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Post by Aidou Hanabusa on Aug 22, 2010 14:44:05 GMT -8
Aidou sighed and spoke in a much more calm and gentle tone, "Sometimes the people you love the most are the ones that hurt you the most.."
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Post by Hana Ishida on Aug 22, 2010 14:46:17 GMT -8
"Yes, that is true..." Hana nodded at Aidou, since she knew that better than anyone...and it seems that so did Kita.
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Post by Kita on Aug 22, 2010 14:56:15 GMT -8
"Yes, this I know." Kita replied. "And he has done his share of hurting me that is for sure. However, I endure the pain because I know he truly don't understand about the feelings I have for him nor does he understand what he is feeling. He is still learning, but being the logical thinker he is you would think he knows what he is doing is and would only hurt me." Kita shook her head. "At time I truly think he like to see me hurt and be in pain."
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Post by Aidou Hanabusa on Aug 22, 2010 15:07:15 GMT -8
Aidou sighed and rubbed his forehead, "That may be true Miss Kita, and I think that is so wrong..I just-..I just don't think it's right at all.."
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Post by Hana Ishida on Aug 22, 2010 15:09:40 GMT -8
"There's nothing right to this..." Hana sighed. "Well, Ulquiorra's...Ulquiorra. He doesn't know anything about a 'heart' and probably not even 'love' to go with it...I'm sorry, I just don't know what to say about this. I just still cannot believe that he would do this to you..."
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Post by Kita on Aug 22, 2010 15:22:42 GMT -8
"He is and he has put me through this, but it is not only his fault." Kita sighed knowing this to be truth. "It is mine for staying there and dealing with it because I love him so much. I just don't know how much more of the hurt I can take. How much more I can give with hardly nothing in return. I don't want to leave him. However, I am afraid if something does not give in this cycle one of us is going to break and it will not be pretty when it happens."
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Post by Aidou Hanabusa on Aug 22, 2010 15:24:37 GMT -8
Aidou thought for a moment, "But when you become married and you both do not get along it will be bad, maybe you should both just stay close friends instead of a married couple...."
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Post by Hana Ishida on Aug 22, 2010 15:25:55 GMT -8
"I...don't know what to do or say..." Hana sighed sadly, dropping her head down. "I wish I could help you, but I don't know if I can..."
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